I miss my friends. Miss my family. Weird transition period. Loving life with my man, strange to have all this time together. Just feels like there’s something missing. Ill find it eventually
My life is so beautiful, I am so blessed. My life is filled with beauty and love, so much love. There’s just something missing, you’re the only person that can fill that spot. It’s so easy for me to go on with life and appreciate everything I have. But that doesn’t make it any less fucking painful that this whole is just getting bigger. We haven’t talked in 6 months. 6 months. I haven’t gone that long without any communication between us in 21 years. And I can’t open myself up to you again. You’re not ready, I’m not either. This is my only outlet. No one really knows that I feel this pain daily, what’s the point in talking about it when it only makes it harder. So, yet again, I write about this and nothing changes.
Life is so beautiful when you can ignore all of its flaws.
(via burninmyskiin)
London - Rainy Twilight at The Shard and Tower Bridge
(by Yen Baet)
The first thing Garrett said to me as I woke up this morning was how nice my new nose ring looked. Great start to the day :)
I don’t write on here for months and that’s the first thing I write? Lolol. Just insanely in love these past few weeks. Incredibly happy, over the moon, so full of love for him. Things couldn’t be more perfect. It feels so wonderful to know I have the love of my life by my side
at first it’s fine and you think you have a dark side – it’s exciting – and then you realise the dark side wins every time if you decide to indulge in it. It’s also a completely different way of living when you know that…a different species of person
I never thought I would get so emotional about this.
It just really hit me that I will never see you again. I just want one last hug, one last kiss. One more conversation. My biggest regret is not knowing enough about you. I still have so many questions. I feel like I don’t know you. And now that I realize I will never see you again, I wish I had asked all of those questions; I wish I had gotten to know you. You never realize just how short life really is.
I’m not ready to lose you. I love you so much Grandad.
(via burninmyskiin)
Badlands National Park, South Dakota, USA
Planning a trip here as we speak. I can’t believe how gorgeous it is. I want nothing else.
(via landscapelifescape)
Ta Prohm, Angkor, Cambodia
(by Retlaw Snellac)
